December 2007
Listen.. i know, but i couldn’t help it.
Dec 31st
Dec 29th
jumbled thoughts
i’m unable to sleep once again. -2:52am the lack of sleep is leading me to be all artsy and stuff. idk. i’ve started focusing on random things, it’s really weird and i can’t control it. like i’ll be walking through my house and then just stop and start stareing at something and notice things i never have before. i guess some would call that just more attention to...
Dec 29th
“there’s a story at the bottom of this bottle, and i’m the pen.”
– atl
Dec 29th
ListenWho am I to say - Hope .. it’s such a...
Dec 28th
clever title
you sit there shaking, can’t believe you’ve come this far. depressing music playing in the background as blade kisses skin; a sharp ice-skate on a frozen pond in winter. sure it hurts, a slight shock… then euphoria, everything that was isn’t._ _you can’t believe how good you feel as the life-sustaining kool-aid spills from this newly formed division in your protective...
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
if you don’t dance, you hate your parents
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
i’m a deer in your headlights.. i know that this is the end, there is no going back, but i can’t stop staring at you.  oh wow. that makes me want to gag. -gags- k 
Dec 28th
“Perhaps, for the fabulous, rehab is also a time to get away from the limelight,...”
– FLAUNT
Dec 28th
so…my day wake up shower go to towson diner. meet lowery and torrie mall with torrie skip work… cause i’m ‘in delaware’  mall with jaid  buy metropark mag and wallet  tgi fridays with jaid and cute wait staff 40% tip for good looks jaid’s house  her dog humping me, non-stop  receive a facebook text, realize i made a big mistake  sister makes me go to taco bell...
Dec 28th
I’m at Jaid’s now. Dance.
Dec 27th
i’m really excited about sr week. ‘08 bitch
Dec 27th
Mobile upload. There has been a helicopter flying over my house for 2 hrs
Dec 27th
blog about blogging rappin and reppin to christmas club music… breakfast rappers yoyoyo. whaz it gonna be senior week is gonna be off the gnikcufrehtom chain and like woah boca burgers and booze… nothin better. 
Dec 27th
EMOnopoly
Dec 26th
A CLOCKWORK ORANGE
Dec 24th
Dec 23rd
tonight i’m finding a way to make the things that you say just a little less obvious
Dec 22nd
Listenwell, she doesn’t.
Dec 20th
Dec 20th
when i can’t sleep, i blog a lot. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 
Dec 20th
going to court. my parent’s new reason to make me cut my hair. 
Dec 20th
Dec 20th
i just got a one hundred fucking sixty dollar speeding ticket. when the cop pulled me over he said he had me on radar doing 47 in a 30 then proceeded to write that i was doing 41 in a 25 $160 that i don’t have it’s FUCKING CHRISTMAS! i hate police now. i really really hate police now. like as i pulled off and drove home i saw 3 other people also pulled over by different cops within a...
Dec 19th
everyone is doing this, but i think i’m going to write a book. internet fucks. 
Dec 18th
Cobra Starship-Prostitution Is The World's Oldest...
Do you know who I am? Good, neither do I. Got nothing to say (got nothing to say) but if you pay me I can play the fool. Go on, believe, if it turns you on. Take what you need ‘til your body’s numb. Prostitution is revolution. You can hate me, until you pay me. My submission is your addiction. So just get out while you can. Do you remember when the only thing that mattered was taking...
Dec 18th
love never wanted me
listen to the lyrics of umbrella. it really is an amazing song. props to the writer. pete wentz is a sexy ass vampire in a little less sixteen candles… . . i comb the crowd and pick you out my mouth moves too fast for you to figure it out  it starts eyes closed to fingers crossed to i swear i say.  two hands between legs to whatever it takes to drinks at the club to the bar to the keys in...
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
i’m still here if you want it won’t be easy it still might not work who knows; who cares lets just do this. 
Dec 18th
Dec 17th
the saddest excuse for satire i've ever seen
Matthew Emery Honors English A2 Character Sketch There is a maiden skin so fair, Named after an apple, big. She uses a washing machine to clean her weave, Don’t you dare call it a wig. Money bought her body you see, Especially her chest. Fake eyelashes two miles long, Better then all the rest. Her breasts like two big planets, Floating in the sky. Some say that they are real, But...
Dec 17th
Archetypal Approach: Lord of the Flies
Matthew Emery A2 Honors EnglishArchetypal Approach: Lord of the Flies     In Golding’s novel Lord of the Flies, evidence of most of the critical approaches to literature can be seen. However, Golding probably would have preferred certain approaches taken over others. Golding would have most appreciated the philosophical approach applied to his work while disliking the historical approach the...
Dec 17th
Dr. Faustus
Matthew Emery 12/12/07 A2 Honors English Dr. Faustus the Character     As a character, Faustus is neither a tragic hero nor a villain, rather he lays somewhere within the realm between. Faustus may do some heroic things, and some ignorant things, but neither are particularly prevalent in the play. Marlowe wrote Dr. Faustus to make people look inside of themselves and relate the character’s...
Dec 17th
i really really really really need to go to college out of state. . . . parents. 
Dec 16th
Listenpass me another bottle honey
Dec 16th
“…but there’s room for two. six feet under the stars…”
– All Time Low
Dec 16th
i want to be a vampire. like one of the ones from underworld.. :-P — i’m sad that i don’t get daily gifts of comfort and mini orange pearls encased in perfection. — i just want to be straight foreward with people, people who i think i scared away. it’s whatever though, there are two other arising possibilities in my life.
Dec 16th
Dec 16th
Listeni can’t believe i didn’t say this...
Dec 16th
how much gold would a gold digger dig, if a gold digger could dig gold? - —-  - i want some Armani Code cologne… idk y.  i also want the D&G bracelet for men.
Dec 16th
re-evaluating
emaN: Matt tnelat: Royally fucking shit up.  - i think it is over.  it  never  even  began. then   again   who   really   knows.  - i used to love winter; however, i wish it would heat up to a comfortable temperature. i need to be in nature, in comfort, right now.
Dec 15th
here we are sitting in voice class, zoe and jason are touching eachother too much they should just fuck and get it over with 
Dec 14th
ignore this.
the comfort is gone and in the absence i can see. the reality which i so want to believe the reality that everyone agrees exists does not. i’ve been convinced of this today. it’s a fragile situation, and i can’t fuck it up. the reality i want to believe has to be rejected from my head. i need to change. it’s ridiculous.  my wishes never come true, my dreams never...
Dec 14th
Listeni’ve seen a man killed by his best friend.
Dec 14th
writing papers late at night..
yaysineptnaigami: the more i truly think that faustus and mephistophilis had a gay love relationship
Time Consumer018: THANK YOU
Time Consumer018: MOTHERFUCKING, THANK YOU
Time Consumer018: I've been saying that the WHOLE play
yaysineptnaigami: faustus is all "oh mephi, thou hast pleasest me so"
Time Consumer018: I KNOW
Time Consumer018: oh dear faustus
Time Consumer018: fuck my man pussy.
Dec 13th